New Years Resolutions

Every year I say this is the year, I'm going to loose weight.  Every year I'm disappointed.  I think back 2 years ago if I had stuck to it I would look the way I do in my head.  Last September after my mom died, I got on the fitness bandwagon and was starting on my way.  I had actually lost quite a bit of weight.  Then I fell off.  Now I'm slowly getting my ass in gear.  Hopefully this time it will stick.  Once I start seeing results it should help to motivate me.